the summer

i habnt been very productive
just back to the same lazy, dependent lifestyle.
it is comfortable and fun. and admit i could keep it up easily.
but makes me wonder if i am just wasting away a fourth of my year.
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i hab been working some
and learning guitar.
but most of the things that i had planned, i habnt ended up doing.

my hakwon kids are nice. i love my orange mwf class. they are all bright, enthusiastic kids and hope that when i hab kids in the future, they will be like them.
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i hab been watching a lot of movies too, and have come to realize how bittersweet life is. death is one that connects us all.
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i caught up with a manga a couple days ago, and see the importance of empathy through emotions. the relationships that we have couldnt be if we didnt understand each other.
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my sister came home a couple days ago. life is different with her here too. having her home is a blessing, but i realize that expectations of one another hinder us more than they do help us.
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God definately hasnt been a priority these days, as i always struggle,
but i habnt put in the effort, and dont even feel the guilt these days.
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i feel so different- caring about clothes, celebrities, kpop, looks...
even though its different, i hope its a good change.